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Halo...it has been so long that this blog is not updated...

just wanted to write something here...to remember something:

1. First time joined a company organized christmas party! and my colleagues were so crazy! Sort of felt the complicated society. but...Enjoyed!! but but not as enjoyed as the second company christmas party...hehehe

2. Even though I joined tote for so many years already but this year is the first year I joined their christmas party. Even though this is just a party among our own team but we got free drinks from the bonus ball!!! Nice place, nice and cute colleagues and FANTASTIC!!! :D

3. Facebook got new layout again...a timeline layout where it will clearly show you what you posted on that time. This is so scary for me as the posts will trigger your past experiences...especially the sad 1...sigh...dont talk about this anymore...

4. MC soon...moody now...sleep!

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long time didn't come to my blog already

wanted to blog last time after something which I already forgot (isk memory lost!)

but due to the laziness...

see, can't remember anything at all now

so I will blog straight away next time...

I wanted to write two things

one is about the decision of taking a freaking expensive career coaching session

and another one is about the serious riots that are currently happening around the UK now

Mandarin Consultant, is a company that will be helping you in getting your dream job

by helping you to write your CV, covering letter

coaching you in filling in the application forms, competence based questions

teaching you in perform well when having interview and assessment centre

PERHAPS their services are the cheapest among the others

but its still expensive for me

everyone said its wasting my time and money, not worth in taking that

I know I understand

only if they can stand inside my shoes and think

I am desperately need a related job now

I doesn't want to wait and wait and waste my time any more

I have tried ALL the methods I knew

applied all the possible jobs to get experience from paid to unpaid

but disappointments are overwhelming my confidences and motivations

but after I calm down and stop blaming myself

I started to research about the company

looked for the review

but nothing can be found online

I am pretty sure that the company does exists since they advertised and giving job seeking advices in the newspapers and universities

but still...

anyway, I found another way to get these services in ZERO cost

I will be going to one of the local employment support services to look for advices

IF they are accepting me since I am only a fresh graduate

good luck to myself

UK riots

After London, Birmingham can consider as the second city that is having the worst conditions now

Birmingham's riots is getting worst because of the death of 3 Asian in the riots yesterday

rumours are every where

people are getting SMS and BBM saying that:

"everyman keep off the road tonight, Birmingham is going to be madness, people from london, leicester, derby, manchester to f**k up birmingham of them 3 asian guys that got killed in winson green there coming to riot hard and i don’t want no one to lose their life because of it, stay in your yards and pass this on"

really sad when knowing that this stupid riots involved death

there are really no reasons to having this

the rioters are just simply taking this reason (the death of Mark Dunggan) to start all these stupid actions

shops and public facilities were damaged and set fire

until now it involved the life of the people who were trying to protect their community!

people don't dare to walk out to the street after 4pm

people rushing home to avoid any unnecessarily

polices are every where (especially today)

sirens non stop

helicopter hovering around the city

even when people talking slightly louder on the street

I already started to scared that the rioters are coming!

all the sounds making me scared

(but just a bit la...coz I am not alone in the house and I am not staying ground floor)

still remember the first day they started to riot here

me and my house mates just finished our dinner nearby the city centre

on the way walking back we saw 2 guys covering their whole face, left the eyes walking passed

at that moment I thought they were trying to block the strong wind!

but when we passed by the police stations, a lot of polices and police vans were standby

all the main roads that heading to the city centre were blocked

a lot of Blacks were heading to the city centre (seriously only Blacks. And that was the first time I saw so many of them walking on the street)

then we started to feel weird

once we reached home, only found out that riots were having nearby!

shops were damaged and looted

unlucky people who still on the street were mugged and beaten up

I feel very lucky and blessed as one of the police station we passed by when we walking back home were attacked after we left!

sad that the Children Hospital right beside the police station is affected

outside is very silent at the moment

but I feel scared still as it is like the silent before storm

but but...its 12am now...fewer sirens now

hopefully everything is over now

NOW...

May God Bless Us

but not the rioters!

ps: the live updates sources I followed these few days...http://birminghamriots2011.tumblr.com/

I didnt follow #Birminghamriots on the twitter as too many unnecessarily information there

what I wanted to know and care about is the condition from different areas around me

anyway, PEACE...

psps: my mum called me during middle of the night (4am+) and asked me to keep all the important things in a bag, in case if there are anything happened, just grab and run!

but I was so blur that time and just mm...mm...

then the next day morning I barely remember what was the conversation

but I know she is worrying about my condition now la

warm~

anyway, keep all the important things in a bag now

and like what my friend told me, save Malaysia Embassy's number ( 020 7235 8033) in your phone now

and obviously, keep your phone fully charged, just in case :)

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helo CheongFun long time no see how are you?

for the past 4 weeks

I has been working day and night

6am-10am then 4pm-12am

I woke up at 5:15am every day

reach back home at 10:30am

eat then sleep till 3:30pm

reach back home at 12am

eat then shower till 1:30am then sleep until 5:15am... ... ...

Every day I ask myself to tell the Project Manager that I wouldn't be able to work any more

but I didn't

I was really tired and bored and stress with this daily routine

the time where I can have a break is on weekend before 3:30pm

or when I work for totepool

I wanted to quite the morning job

but I didn't

I appreciated the opportunity I was given

I appreciated the precious experience with the job

I desperate for money

I hope it can make a huge changes in my CV

I hope it can bring me a lot more job opportunities

I hope my plan will work

I hope my dream will come true

I am sorry that I neglected the people around me

I am shamed that I actually didn't do things well

and I was so selfish to hope that the people around me can be more tolerant without standing their side and think

today, is my last day!!!

and now I am officially done this project!!!

*some follow up will be done by the project manager*

I don't need to wake up at 5:15am any more

I don't need to sleep so early any more

I can finally take a break now

are you happy for me? :D

even though I have done this project

but it means that I need to continue to look for job already

good luck to me...

will you give me your lucks? :D

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today is 1st May 2011

everything went wrong

scolded by people

part time job disrupted

bla and bla...

I have no mood at all

suddenly feel like going back to be my parents' little daughter

the youngest and manja-est Cheong family member

I can cry at any time now

but can I?

No, I cant and I am not allowed to

as this world will never or hardly accept a stupid people like me

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little update from the party I went

today I received a message from the event organizer

photo uploaded!!!

and I stole some pictures from there

just wanted to show you how the strippers look like

*they look much better than the one in London*

and I missed out another female stripper!! who look really sexy...

this is the one I saw that day

this is the male stripper

the right one was another female stripper who I missed out her sexy performance! T.T

obviously I cant upload their naked photo here

that will be my private collection in my brain

xD

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went to an oriental party that night (basically it called as Chinese party as 99% were chinese)

it was a strippers night, sponsored by Legs 11 (a strippers club)

2 lucky guys and a lucky girl will get a free lap dance by the female and male strippers!

and that was the main reason that I wanted to go to the party...lol

unfortunately, I am not the lucky one

but still, I was able to watch the show!!!

the female stripper was better than the one I saw in London

but she is a bit...fat la...:p

then the male stripper...

quite muscular la...

but a bit short LOLL

and he keep cover his dick with towel...

but still can see a bit when he turning here and there la...lol

this party make me "dai hoi ngan gai"

met a lot of people

at the end of the party

the girls and guys were all drunk

then hugging around...

changing phone number

and then sticking around

seems like they are going to have some activities later...=x

a lot of girls wearing sexy sexy

and some of the girls were impressive...with their suit and hairdo...hahahaha

seeing how the girls ... around

how the guys ... around

huuuu

one word...

IMPRESSIVE!!!

another thing that make me feel =.= was

the club doesn't accept card for entrance fees and drinks!

another one of the biggest club here as well

=/

wondering why

next time have to prepare some cash instead of the debit card

but I will be visiting this club again in the future (it is a gay club)

as I like their toilet!

unisex toilet...lol

with sexy male pictured doors~

but but

its quite weird that such a "heterosexual" event will held in a gay club

when I was in the toilet

some girls were screaming and said "yucks, omg!!!"

and then start to take pictures with the door

posing with a obscene-ly licking pose and then laugh laugh

they almost took picture with all the doors

me and my friends were like...=.=

when I was in the entrance, there was a drag queen walking in

I can hear a lot of "yer" "hahaha" and some words that are not respecting

perhaps the event organizer should plan everything carefully in the future

and not taking all these as an entertainment

anyway

wish to go out with friends plus other friends again la

so my life can be chilled a bit...hehehe

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last Sunday was my birthday...

when the clock just showed to 12am in Malaysia, my mum called

and wanted to say Happy Birthday to me!!!!

unfortunately I was working during that time

can't chat with her...=(

luckily my bro has my BBM, so we got some little chat over there :D

I requested a LOMO from my bro

and he said he already bought it for me!!!!

duno real onot...let see...hahaha

nothing much, simply wanna "wat" him to buy something for me...:p

a lot of wishes from everyone especially from Facebook

thank you everyone...:)

I got some special birthday presents from my friends...!

not much, from 2 people only...xD

but they were super special for me hahahaha

cute cute cute cute... :D

went to club at Gatecrasher on the Saturday night with my friends

quite ok la their music

still feel that Malaysia one is better hahahaha

the songs here, aiks...

maybe should go to those student night or something like that

the birthday celebration was simple and happy enough

I am satisfied...:D

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currently in Kelantan

nothing much can do here

honestly, I feel that I will be unable to survive here

if I HAVE to survive here

I will try my best to change the environment here

today I met my father's office workers

there is a person

reading newspaper, magazines and playing with the phone since she came

when there are Malay workers here, she will only stand up and deal with them

with the super-hard-to-understand geh BM

*seriously their BM here really very hard to understand =S

pedas = pedah...@.@*

but how, can't expect too much from them

can't complaint also

as their salary only RM300 per month!!!

unexpectedly low (in KL, for this position is around RM900)

anyway, its Kelantan here

every morning wake up, mandi, breakfast

then come back and take a nap

then wake up makan...watch TV, online, look at the sky and count birds

clean clean here clean clean there then mandi again

then its time to sleep

no cinema no karaoke no entertainment except drink with your friends

but, from this trip I realized a lot of things

how the people work here

how the people live here

and unexpectedly...surprisingly...

something make me feel shocked...O.O

and its not suitable to write it here

:P

anyway, its Kelantan here

but somehow, it doesn't look like Kelantan

you will always shocked by something that you never expectttt...xD

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Happy Chinese New Year!!!!

gong xi fatt choi and angpau lo loi...hehehe

pictures below took on chu 1 *and chu 2?

by the 肠粉I号- Kuan

ah ma and me

baba mama and me

I love this picture so much...:D

anyway, I barely, almost unable to hug my father xD

baaaa...keep fit luuu...:P

my cute cute ah ma 1

my cute cute ah ma 2

:D

ah ma with 2nd brother

baba mama and Kuan

baba mama and 2nd bro

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HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!

MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY!!!!

just finished praying and welcome the wealthy god come to my house

wore new baju new pants new panties everything new xD

pray pray pray pray pray

I wish my wishes all come true

just some simple wishes...not complicated...

:D

played lantern after that

my mom bought it 3 for RM10

first time we play

the first lantern currently located on the top of our house xD

because it flew senget edy...

the second one already went into the air~ ahhhh~~~

so pretty and nice...

but hor...the lantern packaging there wrote that the paper is anti-fire paper o

then I wonder how is the lantern going to disappear...

I thought it will get burnt at the end then...lo

but now means it will drop at somewhere and somehow someone will read dou my wishes lo!

ohhh~ shyshy

xD

but nothing so secret la...hehehe

anyway, my brother took some pictures and I will upload some here...

this blog really very plain... =x

hehehe

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE AGAIN!!!!

GONG XI FATT CAI

HONG BAO NA LAI!!!!

I am going to collect as many ang pau as I can this year!!!!

rawrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Halo Malaysia

you are so HOT and SEXY

you make me crazy

Chinese New Year is around the corner

where is the 春风??!!!!

why raining every day??!!!

its sucks...=/

I no like this weather luuu...

I want blue sky with a lot of satu biji satu biji geh cloud

and wind...=(

tomorrow going to settle my visa and finger crossed, hope everything goes smoothly

my sister and mum didn't check balance for my Malaysia account

isk!

I am going to beg the staff there tomorrow

hope they can let me check my balance first then only submit everything to them

=(

see, plans always never go well and smooth

sighh...

just arrived yesterday

mummy was the only one who came and fetch me

I thought my sis is the one who should come

with yaoyao and taotao

=/

nvm luuu

sadly, the first sentence my mum spoke to me when she met me was

"where is my thing?" *I thought she was referring her bags and all*

then I said: "harrr...you only gua zhu ur things za?? never great me geh???nah ur bags are here"

then she said: "hahaha...ok la...anyway where is my thing? the star star!!!"

I said: " in my hand luggage"

she said: "WHY YOU PUT IN YOUR LUGGAGE???!!! SPOIL EDY LO!!!"

I said: "no laaa...the hand luggage I kept beside me one maaa...didn't putus or anything la"

she said: "okok...good good...so...hows the flight???"

. . . . . .

see, her things are more important than me...hmm...like kids...xD

anyway,

yesterday I went to dentist to check my teeth...

and found out that I need to take out my another wisdom tooth!!! T.T

then went to see Chinese doctor...

and found out that I am in a quite dangerous situation... T.T

then drop in to pass some books to my teacher...

then makan this and that lu...

and I found that I really can't eat a lot in Malaysia!

so weird!!!

unexpectedly

whoever saw me

they will say- you tall already??!!!

I really tall already mey???

I doesn't feel so wor

my still-can-tall period already passed

still can tall mey?! *yam bao*

ohyaa...

aku tak ada kereta pantuuu.....T.T

I can't go anywhere

no car...

how how how?!

public transport??!!!

errrrr...T.T

END

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ABANDONED - FROST

Temperature minus 5.5 overnight, currently minus 5 at 6.30am

sighh...

woke up happily, mandi-manda happily, drank my soya happily

then one second before I take my jacket and ready to go out

phone rang...

*halo peiman, is Christ here...the race is off because of frost*

T.T

Last few days the weather was so sunny and warm (5-9 degree)

I thought I will be able to work smoothly without any worries about the weather

but dim zi...

start from today, the weather is going to be colder and colder

it will drop till negative again...

sighh...

thought can get more money and go back and spend

but now...

AIH

how to survive oh...

maaaaa~~ =(

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ahhhh~

finish packing today (consider finish la)

settled everything already

sososo excited again...

:D :D :D :D

and I bought a pair of shoes againnn

ahhhhh~~~

so happy yet so sad

bankrupt lorrr...

so sam tong...

and I can only bring one pairs of shoes back

so I decided to leave shoes 1 sadly and mm seh dak-ly

and bring shoes 2 back...

sorry...

=x

online shopping really really very very good

and seducing!!!!!

especially those with free delivery and free return

omggg...!!!!

can't stop searching...and browsing...and BUYING!!!!

can die lo!!!!

but how to stop??!!!

the "CNY coming lorrr" keep appearing in my mind to make me feel better...

XD

fa guat long r fa guat long...

I am soli dadi...hehehe

anyway, I am stop-ingggg now...XD

no more clothings...

save money to buy chocolate...~ and liquors in AIRPORT!!!!!!!!

:D :D :D :D :D

la la la~

koko jiejie mami...

I bought a lot for you all also ga...

:D

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1...

2...

3...

4...

5...

22 days more I will be stepping on tanah air ku!!! xD

excited onot?

SURE!!!!

because got foods...

family...

friends...

Chinese new year...

travel...

and PARTY!!!!

and and and the most important 1...

sponsors from my brother LOLL

*jz realized that I put foods before my family...:P xD*

another excitement is...

I am not alone in the plane this time!!!

Me and Felicia is taking the same flight

YAY!!!!

got people eat, drink and blablabla with me for the 13 hours already

happy happy

another another excitement is...

my sister and the sons are coming to fetch me

my sister insists to pick me up because she want me to meet YaoYao and TaoTao first!!!

hehehe...

I am wondering how notti is YaoYao now

and how cute and "cow" is TaoTao!!!

hopefully they are not coming to meet me with the funny hairstyle

HAHAHAHAHA

after that we will be going to makan breakfast

and then jiejie will be leaving to Segamat...

AND

the first thing to do when meeting my 2 brotherssss is....

kor......money please...

HAHAHAHAHA

as you promised, ah kiat...

and I am going to WAT you ah kuan...

la~la~la~~

then halo baba mama!!!

I am back again~ hehehe

for one month long!!!

FRIENDS!!!!

the UK gang...

as promised, must come out gathering ok!!!

take ang pau together gether~ hehehe

party together gether~ hehehe

and the 2ndary school friends...

Se Se, she will be coming back from Switzerland for CNY also!!!

Khai Yuin will be coming back from Aus too if not mistaken...

and LuLu~

miss you all... :D

and the primary school friends...

sushi! sushi! sushi! sushi!!!!

I WANT FOODS...FFFFOOOOOOOOOODDDDSSSSSS!!!!

Alicia, Tricia and Felicia the CIA group

our food trip!!!!

don't forget... :D

we can share share eat one dish at restaurant A

then another dish at stall B

then another drink in mamak C

then...xD

I wanted to make SOME wishes

I wish everyone happy happy forever

I wish everyone's dreams come true

I wish everyone healthy healthy

I wish everyone wealthy wealthy

I wish everyone got their desired job

I wish everyone got their desired life

I wish everyone has make the right choice

I wish everyone has a bright and excellent future

I wish everyone has their love one

and I wish everyone will appreciate the WORLD!!!!

hahahaha

ok, anyway

its another month again...

I wanted to make another wish

very simple

I wish everyone is happy with their life now

Thank you very muchy...

:)